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solenneSo I passed all my exams and got the highest mark today in the exam that correlates with what I actually want to do after uni. The day was sunny, everybody was out having fun in the nice weather, I scoured some bookstores with a friend as a treat for passing our exams. The day then got a bit worse, still had some fun, but also got reminded of the reality that not everyone is as supportive as your close friend group.
Just got back to the dorm room, feeling deflated and so exhausted cus I've been awake for too long (the exam was early and I have the need to be there even earlier). Despite keeping a diary for years, I am still amazed by how much better I feel after writing down the things that bother me, even If only vaguely.
Anyway, I will probably play the sims till sleep, or watch something (maybe the Pitt), or maybe finish or start a new book. Hate that I'm writing this while feeling down, I actually wanted to write a post right after the exam and even add the picture of the sunny parks I passed, and maybe even add long flowery descriptions about how these days are worth living for. Now I feel silly cu my mood has plummeted. But If I want to feel good I'll have to do something about it, so I'll go enjoy myself.
Also I've been thinking of recommending a dragon age fic I've been reading. Wanted to wait and finish it first, but it's 600k words, and it will be some time till I finish, but it's been amazing so far and I doubt that will change as it goes on. Feeling a little shy, cus I rarely recommend fics to others. Anyway, I might read some of that tonight as well.
Hope some of you are also enjoying some nice weather or reading something nice.
Solenne
Just got back to the dorm room, feeling deflated and so exhausted cus I've been awake for too long (the exam was early and I have the need to be there even earlier). Despite keeping a diary for years, I am still amazed by how much better I feel after writing down the things that bother me, even If only vaguely.
Anyway, I will probably play the sims till sleep, or watch something (maybe the Pitt), or maybe finish or start a new book. Hate that I'm writing this while feeling down, I actually wanted to write a post right after the exam and even add the picture of the sunny parks I passed, and maybe even add long flowery descriptions about how these days are worth living for. Now I feel silly cu my mood has plummeted. But If I want to feel good I'll have to do something about it, so I'll go enjoy myself.
Also I've been thinking of recommending a dragon age fic I've been reading. Wanted to wait and finish it first, but it's 600k words, and it will be some time till I finish, but it's been amazing so far and I doubt that will change as it goes on. Feeling a little shy, cus I rarely recommend fics to others. Anyway, I might read some of that tonight as well.
Hope some of you are also enjoying some nice weather or reading something nice.
Solenne
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